We must be back in grade 8.  "She's the one who isn't talking to me".. "He's the one who isn't talking to me".  Ughh, what's wrong with us?  I need to grow up and so do *you.

My message to Shehin which I could not send 'cuz nexopia's being a bitch:

ohhhh man shehinnnnnn i got so much to tell u i dont know wher to start...
okay first of all u already know about how fuckin luka ruined my night.. but after that i went to that persian tea house thing with jalisa and we had some of the "shisha" stuff.. omg i got so high so quickly but i felt so sick after a bit... and then some guy started talkin to me and his name was "romy" haha and he's like "so can i get your number" when i said i had to leave and i was like "how about i call you?" and hes like "aww come onnnn i know you're not gonna call" and i was like "... take it or leave it" and hes like "okay okay call me then" and he gave me his number n obviously im never gonna call... and thennn we didnt have much of a way to get home so i called my sister and im like hey where r u and shes like im at a club.. y and im like cuz i have no way of getting home n i was wondering if u can come get me.. and shes like cab to here and ill pay.. and shareefa gave me a ride... and my sister got me in the club and i see KENT there!! omgoshhhh haha he looked hotter than ever.  anyways obviously my sister being the social butterfly talkin to everyone and knowing everyone in the club, i got introduced to many different people ... i dont even reember one persons name... kent eventually took me with him everywhere cuz he knew i was getting bored.. omg hes the sweetest!  he like extended his elbow to me.. like u would to ure prom date do u kno what i mean? and i put my arm in his elbow and he'd just keep me with him the whole night.. and kept like huggin me and introducing me as his "littler sister" lol i guess its a good thing but too bad i coulda been more ;) haha jk... and yeah then we end up going to bar none.. another club.. kent knew the bouncer this time so we got in easily... then im standing arm in kents... by the bar... and some guy starts talkin to me.. and kent notices and hes like "are you fuckin talk to her?" and the guys like " i dunno.. am i?"... im standing here thinking.. "uh ohhh" .. and hes like "i saidd.... are you fuckin talking to this girl standing beside me? can u answer me? are you talkin to her?" and hes like "i dunno... " and kents like "you better not be talkin to her" hahahahaha omgosh it was awesome but i was kinda scared that kent was gonna punch the guy or something.. eventually the guy just ignored him and my sister pulled kent away and we continued on.. and everytime id leg go of his arm.. he'd look back.. make sure im there, extend his arm and id be back linked to his arm...  :love:  :love:  :love:  :love:  :love:  :love:  :love: omggg shehin... .haha damn being his "younger sister" hahaha... ohhhhhhhhhhh and omgogogmogmogmogmg

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so my sister told him that i think cory's really hot... n all he says to me is that "listen gina, u stay away from cory, he's a bad guy! he's not a good guy, stay away" hahah.. and he kept saying it from time to time .. like we got in the car to go to bar none and hes like "yeah cory's not a good guy.. no no ... not a good guy for u" and my sisters like "yeah hes like fuckin 5 different girls right now" and i was like "okay .. and why r u guys telling me this?" and my sis is like "cuz u think hes hot " and im like "yeah i know i think hes hot and he is but doesnt mean anything..." and kents just like "no .. u stay away.. he's bad news" hahaha
omggossshhhh im thinking "fuck u guys" lol cory's sexy and that's that. if he calls me, he's a good guy hahaha
anyways then my sister told kent how i didnt wanna go home cuz i didnt wanna be home alone at my sisters since.. tina.. u know... and kents like "its okay, dont worry, gina can stay at my place tonight, she doesnt have to stay there, u all can stay there" and my sisters like "no just take her" and hes like "yeah thats fine" but my sister end up coming home wit everyone so me and my sis just came home :P damn.. i wish i coulda gone to his place.. omgosssh he's the best lolz such a sweet guy... but he seemed to be like.. picking fights with everyone but i dun blame him, i cant believe he's keeping himself as together as he can after losing a girlfriend. it must be hard..

anyways... i wonder why they were saying that stuff about cory eh? he probably does fuck like 10 girls in a week or something, i wouldnt be surprised... u cant really expect a 23 year old guy to be ... good when he's actually responding to 16/17 year olds right? i mean .. kent takes me as his younger sister.... but cory sees it differently.... something seems wrong... i dunno :S but anyways.... my cell batteries are dead so i can turn my fone on... i wanted to text you and i wanted to text kent and b like "thank you for everything tonight" cuz all i said to him was "ill cya later" cuz i was so upset i dunno why...
kkkkkkkkkkk sorry this is so long but i had to share everything wit u girlfriennnnddd. .... fuck luka.... i hate him... oh yeah i text him saying "u kno luka, you almost seemed like you...."   and he didn't even text back asking "me what?" or anything cuz i meant to say "u almost seemed like you didnt even wanna see me tonight" but he didnt even care :@ ahhhh whatever.
KK LUV YA BITCHhhh call you 2moro when i get home
BYEBYE :)

I'm in love, yes that's right, I've fallen in love with...








TOFINO.
I thought to get really nice waves to surf in, you'd have to go somewhere out of Canada like California.. but the waves at Long Beach, Tofino were much bigger than the ones in Laguna beach, CA.
My whole trip was amazing..
My sister calls me on saturday and shes like.. "pack your bags, we're going to tofino 2moro morning..." and i was so shocked... but obviously I agreed.
I went to my sisters in the morning and we got picked up by my her friend's limo driver which was pretty fuckin' cool. Her friend payed for 7 plane tickets for all his friends and me (even though i don't know him). Then we got on the private jet for a half an hour ride to Tofino.  Once we got off, there was a car waiting for us, I think it was Gary's, and we drove to our cabins and omgosh, I felt like it was a fantasy world.  There were little waterfalls everywhere, with beautiful plants and the scenery was our private beach.  The cabins were beautiful outside and inside... the beach was beautiful as well with starfish and things. Then we all decided to go out for dinner to some restaurant called the "schooner".. it was so expensive.. I felt uncomfortable ordering food 'cuz i felt bad that it was too expensive but I had some yummy chicken stuff.. then my sister ordered a cooler for me and then her friend ordered about 3 shots of tequila for all of us (including me) haha.. Eventually we were pretty drunk and we all went to the beach by our cabin and they drank around a fire while I went and layed down on the sand and watched the absolutely GORGEOUS sky full of stars.. saw 3 shooting stars =). 
The next day, we were on our way to Long Beach but end up at the "wrong beach"... but i didn't care, i was still satisfied but we still end up going to long beach like 5 minutes after and me and Carry went into the freezing water and body surfed.. I was beginning to get scared cuz even though the waves were at "moderate" level, it was still pretty big and kept breaking on me.  I think that had to be the best part for me 'cuz i just love waves.  I seen some reallllllllllly hot surfer guys everywhere, soooooo many surfers... not that many hot chicks though, actually i didn't even see one.. but that's a good thing haha. Oh! me, carry and my sis were driving out early in the morning cuz we were trying to catch the sunrise but missed it.. so we just end up going for breakfast, and out of no where a bear jumped out infront of our car.. haha it was pretty big but it just crossed the street..
Later after Long Beach, we ate then went boating ... Gary and his roomate (kent) knew some guy out there with a boat so the guy took us out to his sister's boat house.. which was reallllly cute.  We just chilled at the boat house for a bit on the dock... they all drank, I didn't feel like it. 
Then this morning, we got up early 'cuz our flight was leaving at 1030.  As soon as we got there, we just went straight on the plane and left.. didn't wanna leave so soon but today was school.. I arrived at school around like 1130.. got my schedule and it was messed up but they changed it for me right away.

My schedule is..

a. theatre:acting 11.
b. Chemistry 11.
c. Socials 11.
d. Intro Spanish 11.
e. Accounting 11.
f. English Hon 11.
g. Biology 11.
h. Math Prin 11.
o. cp science prog.

Let me know anyone if you have any classes with me.

Anyway so that was my weekend.

THE RAVE.
Omg goodness, last night had to be the BEST night i've ever had probably all year.  And I know that as I'm explaining it, I'm gonna have the BUTTERFLIES.... here goes.

With the perfect outfit planned, Jalisa and I just couldn't wait 'til saturday night - the summerbreak music festical rave.  I wore my wrap around top that shows my belly and cris-crossed it down my back and around my hips, with my plated caprice that shape my tiny ass and make it look a decent size lol.  So me and jalisa got picked up around 10 to head towards chilliwack (that's where the rave was held) and on the way we get a flat tire.  It wasn't the greatest start, and before we got in, everyone popped E, except me because I would have too many people worried and disappointed in me if i did. I was under so much peer pressure that i almost cried, i was just so mad that they were like "omg its nothing, just do it", its like FUCK OFF, i care about the people who care about me, who are trying to keep me from doing it and it's not the ones trying to make me pop e.  Eventually they gave up and I was kinda bored because I was just dancing for an hour or so while they were all having crazy fun on e but then...................

ME AND JALISA MET THE HOTTEST TWO FRIENDS ALIVE.

What happened was, Jalisa and I were dancing and one came near us and he was just dancing around us and jalisa being as high on e as she was, she decides to touch his abs lol.. well i don't blame her, they were amazing.  He eventually starts dancing with us and then me and jalisa start dancing with eachother and her sandle breaks lol.  She couldn't put it back on so I fixed it for her and then i turn around and this even hotter guy is standing next to me and hes like "did her sandles break or something?" i was like "yeah but i fixed it so no worries =)" and hes like "ohh thats good... " and I look down towards his body and i guess i thought out loud cuz he heard me say "wow" and hes like "so i guess you work out as much as me?" and i was like "haha no i eat and sleep" and he just laughed and we started dancing and hes like "oh my gosh i love your body and physique" and then i was kinda like meh cuz i thought he was just trynna get some.. but then he never once disrespected me.. we were getting pretty close cuz jalisa was with his buddy and it was mainly just us four the whole time, yeah we left the guys we came with cuz they were boring and being idiots.  So then we just went to different stages and danced to different musics and wow i couldnt keep my hands off him.  Then he ends up telling me he's a personal trainer .. im thinking (no wonder!) and just other stuff i wasn't too interested in lol.. i just wanted to dance..  he would constantly just kiss me on the head, forehead or cheek and i didnt really pay attention much until he tried to kiss me on my lips... i just looked away and hes like "oh no kiss?" and i like "uh no" and hes like "... oh im so sorry, didnt mean to push it or offend u" and i was like "k ... now u know not to do it again" and hes like "i promise i wont" and he didnt =).  But when we were dancing to some sorta techno music, we were getting pretty close and then he moved my hair to one side and started blowing on my neck and omggggggggggggggg it felt soooo good.... then he continued on to kissing my neck and then nibbling on my ear and i swear i almost had an orgasm haha.. the only thing i could think of was "well there goes my clean underwear".. i have never ever ever been turned on by a guy as quickly or as much as i did by him only by kisses on my neck.  As we were grinding, we were getting closer and closer and i have a habit of holding on to the pants or something and pulling them closer to me and he like whispered "i love it when u hold on to my shorts and pull me closer."  ahhhhhhhh and he wasn't even like little immature boys who get boners off of nothing when ure dancing with them... i mean.. at one point i had one leg wrapped around his waist and still... no hornyness.  I looked over and i could see jalisa was enjoying her time too cuz hers was a good dancer as well.  Then I got tired and my back was hurting... so he held me really close to him, and started giving me a massage by reaching around to my back and omgoodness.. my fingers were completely digging into his perfect oh so sexy back cuz it felt sooooo good and my head was on his comfy shoulder haha .. and he was just talkin to me saying how his night got so much better when he met me and surprisingly, i was the first and only girl he met last night and he was my first and only cuz i guess i couldnt leave him and he couldnt leave me lol.. at one point he's like "i cant keep my hands off you, and i see that you cant keep yours off me either" haha.. true it was.  So did i say I didn't give him my number when he asked for it? :P .. i thought he'd just be the type I'd meet then forget about the next day... but obviously not.  when he asked for my number i just said the typical "ohh ill take yours" and he asked why so im like i just dont give my number out so he just gave me his card.  Then eventually, the night passed by quickly but we were together for quite a while... just dancing i promise =).  it was getting ligher and by then i was too tired to dance so he would just hold me up and just talk to me while id be in his comfyyy and warm arms :) .. then him and his buddies were leaving for cultus lake so they asked us to come with them but we couldnt just completely leave the guys we came with... we already felt bad enough.. but ahhh it was so cute cuz he was trying to convince his friends not to leave and stuff cuz they both wanted to stay with us =) ... so anyway i was starting to say bye and hes like "so r u gonna call me" and i hesitated and said "uhmm... yeah ill call." and hes like "oh u seemed unsure" and i just said "no i will"... and then hes like "yeah so we can grab a bite to eat or something.. go the movies... beach or something..." AND WAIT .. HERE COMES THE BEST PART... "even maybe look through a telescope at the stars at night or something" and i just stopped walking and im liek "what did you say?" and hes like "telescope? stars?" and im like omg, howd you know? i love the stars!!!!" and hes like "oh i dunno, but i took astronomy for a while" and im thinking I WANNA BECOME AN ASTRONOMER OMG URE PERFECT MARRY ME NOW hahaha...
And then he just said bye to everyone and me last and hugged me and lifted me up and kissed my cheek and hes like "make sure u call"..................................

but in the end....................... i'm not gonna call him. =( it's too bad .. he was perfect but seemed kinda too old.. i think like 19/20.  and i told myself im not gonna get attached or involved during summer because it always ends up in pain... and yeah i know if i talked to him anymore i'd like him too much too quick.  Except I think he might call, cuz i accidently called his phone unprivate, okay i admit it wasnt an accident lol but we were seeing if they were still at cultus lake when we got there but they werent.  Oh well, it was amazing and fun while it lasted right? =) Oh gosh it would be so embarrasing if he sees me around because he lives in New West and sorta knows where I live cuz I said by cariboo on cumberland. =\ . oh well. oh and also, after it was all done, we were all gonna set up a tent and sleep 'till they were able to drive properly.. and i just decided to sleep in the car.. then Reza comes and wakes me up and starts talkin to me of how bitter i was the night before cuz i kept ignoring him but fcuk whatever he got annoying... and he was all mad cuz i was with Malcolm and Jack with Jalisa .... cuz he likes me but i've never been interested, all he ever wants to do is have me smoke weed or drink or do e (even though its never worked).. wand its the biggest turn off even though he's a nice guy and hot. But whatever, i had a good short sleep and came home, and slept some more lol... raves really do wear you out. 

Anyways that had to be an amazing night and I didn't even need drugs for it.  Now me and Jalisa bought can't stop talking about it because she had basically the same experience except she was on E lol.  She did give her number to her guy (Jack) and we're both hoping he calls her... where as i dunno what to hope for my guy... i want him to call but then i dont.. except if he doesnt call, i hope i forget about him easily. =(

It was a dream come true, but only for one night. =( I bet anything that's worse than not having a dream come true at all.

-perfect body.
-sexy personality.
-sexy face.
-know how to dance.
-really mature.
-know how to have a good time.
-know the sensitive spots to kiss.
-know how to treat a girl.
-respectful.
-took astronomy!!!! and likes stars. =)
-knows his limits.
-and many more. ugh.... just MR.PERFECT.

*this is to alwaysy remember the most amazing night of my life, literally.

_Gina.